actually.i typed a whole lot of things here.but i realised they are too blunt.
and i might get into trouble with the school for it.
once i get to talk to mrs melinda loy ah boey.
then i will start bitching.
yupps.
basically 2 days of crap.
lets start with yesterday.
well yesterday was like any normal day.
show in the hall was funny.hehe.
then i went back home in a no air cond bus.
with syaz.bought CLEO and hair accessories.
hmms.then i went back home.
felt a fever coming.pop in a pill.
then i lied down.
well sth weird happened actually.
you tell me why im experiencing such
an enlightenment.
well i was lying down.
everything around me was going in circles.
then suddenly i looked up.
and ges what i saw?
well,the ceiling of course.
a blank white ceiling.
like a blank canvas.
blank blank blank.
i suddenly found the serene feeling of peace.
my thoughts pondered to the better prospect of my life.
my friends and all.it was soothing really.
the blank white ceiling.
no flaws.
then i kinda diverted along the way to my other prospect.
call it the dark side.
yeah.and i find it depressing.
fleeting images of the past start to haunt me.
the persons who hurt me,i hurt them
or maybe just when i had been hurt.
savage.the blank white ceiling.
just shows that if you actually ignore your dark prospect.
you get eternal peace of mind.
eventually.
i doze off.i can see myself prancing,delicately lightly on my feet.
and off i was to dreamland.the land of illusions and the delusioned.
in i was to another world.
and all i can see was my friends being torn apart.
my good friends.all screaming for mercy.
her dangled and on the brink of hell.
while i.
where was i?
i could just watch and weep and beg Him totake my life instead.
i woke up in a sweat.
the fever has broken.
praise to Him.
it makes me realised.how much i love my friends.
and how much i love you.maybe not now and not today.
but i'll open the door to your world
and you may leave.
and the world will witness.
the bethroning of me.
i will no longer be the queen of your heart.
i hurt someone yesterday.
i know how incredibly competitive you are
but yarr.maybe im alil insensitive.
maybe it wasnt the right time.
it'll be weird if it were me.
telling details would only upset me.
esp since you told me you screwed up.
sighs.i hope youre okayy sweettreats.
hmms.today now.
well today.i broke down.
i can actually feel the hurt pulsating
thru the veins in my heart.
i would have rammed into mrs loy.
but im over that temper shit i used to have.
talked to mrs liew.
i'll be talking to mrs loy.
yupp.hang on for details you guys.
dis is gonna be interesting.
and as for ms bless.
yawnz.
talk to my ass lar.
triumphant boobless shit arnt you ms bless?
the name says it all.
i actually pity you because you fail to recognise
the morale values that have been misplaced.
i ges you and mrs loy have something in common.
its so obv that you dont have anything gg on for you in your life.
thats sad you noe.
sighs.must be the upbringing problem.
i ges this is a result of a teenager brought up by parents or parent
that incoporated verbal abuse and insensitiveness
in their parenting style.
NEGLECT maybe.(all you eat is noodles.)
sigh.its clear that your childish capacity
is on its full blast.
''you started it woman!''
oh lame lame lame lame lame.
at least there is some truth in that sentence.
you rightfully call me a ''woman''.
you are aware that i have blossomed eh ms bless?
into a woman.
so erm,when are you gonna start your puberty spurt?
oops.haha.(does the jane ooPz)
thank you ms bless.youre the best!(amg the worst and the horriblest.)
oh as for me rotting in hell.
well im still here.
and breathing.
hahas.
ive decided not the air the letter.
i am considering a better option.
hahaha.
ey ey.jane just msged me.
this one,is the cupcake with a cherry on top.
so suh-weet.been thru alot with her.
shes definitely the best.
how come youre gg away?
sighs.i'd rather sumone else go.
and you stay honey.
jane is really wise.hehe(an image of jane with a beard comes up to mind)
hahas.oh wells.shes definitely cute.nice things come in miniature and jane is
one of them.hahas.i like.and shes a cynic.cool.
BEE,i love you.
but i love her more.
lols.shes a fine example of god's creation.
jane i mean.not her.
haha.omg.if shes the fine creation.
i would just die man.
hahas.-grins-
and oh ya i forgot.
to yogy,i do attract attention.
it just goes to show i am prominent.
but do you realise that when you say that
to the whole class with VOLUME, you get attention too?
i bet you are enjoying it.
give me the credit.
just for yesterday,yogy was the STAR..-applause-
wow..im so jealous eh.ishk.
i think you can be a manager of a maid agency.
you look like one.
and ms bless can be your first recruitment.
a maid name like yanti,would make your bsness prosper.
of course this is only a suggestion.
and oh.
i have another suggestion to get more attention
for you.
you can diplomatically ask ms bless to lend you her pinafore.
not only is it tight.
it will hug you at the right places.
and show the right flesh.
im pretty sure you'll look awesome and so sexy.
i'll be the first to ask for your hp number and signature.
on a personal note.
tight clothes make me suffocate.
so theres a misconception there.
hahas.pple can only say.
bt only i knoe the truth.
hahas.and i dont like attention.
im tired of scurrying away from teachers.
so im trying to stay as clean as possible.
afterall.its my last few weeks in tk.
hahas.ok.enough said.
have a nice day all you guys.
love each one of you very much.
hahas how sappy.
but its true=).
tatas.